My experimental website

 My experimental website, AHE -- Amazing Human Energy, is not yet fully functioning; you can either use it or not at all depending on the browser you are using. I will be working on its improvement, whenever I have the means. For the moment this is just the best I could do. I stopped working on this website for almost a year already; I am very glad the host site has not cut it off yet. Click here to view my experimental website.

The time I studied website programming by myself, I had really no clear idea what I would do with it. The fact that I had no computer could have deterred me, though, it was not the case. My interest in web programming doesn't make sense at that time, for I am just an unskilled laborer. Well, it turned out, I was pursuing what was in my head -- propelled by intuition and desire. Months later, I found myself in a new endeavor, because in those days, I was mainly obsessed with the study of the French language.

The topics of my website are mostly serious and dealt with my personal experiences.To make people laugh, I also inserted a section for jokes. However, even if you don't like and don't agree with what I am saying, but I am sure you will be interested to know what a business tycoon had said about the secret of his success, which I got, not through an interview of course, but by just strolling around. Click here to see the page.


ATTENTION! Soon, I will share with you a short story I wrote for a television program, hoping that my book will get attention, but failed to impressed them. It's originally written in Pilipino. I entitled it "Mumunting himala sa San Diego Drive. An English translation of it will also be published here.

As I promised you can now view  the story entitled "Mumunting Himala sa San Diego Drive."

The reason why I am sharing this work, is that, any hard-earned work either failure or success has its own place of recognition. In this point of my life, I am faced with choices of whether I would embrace the lessons life has offered to me and succeed, or not and deteriorate.

My decision is to learn what life has imparted to me. To know what these lessons-- everyday I have to set aside moments of stillness to open my mind with new insights and to gain better view of my life.

I know I am still at the entrance, and because of it, I am quite delighted that I have still many things to learn and discover along the way, which I could pass on to others.

A quick look into my past

There was really nothing very strange in my youth days. In fact, I only noticed that my life is different when I found out, after many years, that almost every endeavor I put my hands on will turn to dust -- I don't have control on the major events of my life, and it is so frustrating. Other people will say "I would like to become a doctor," and they achieved it, but me, it's not like that.

Because I couldn't get what I wanted I was downhearted, and time came that I never knew what to do with my life anymore.

Though not on my own volition at first, I was hurled to live on the streets of Manila, philippines as a tramp and scavenger --foraging garbage cans and dump sites for food. It was not an easy life; it was a dangerous adventure. My initial reaction was "I wanted to die." Then many years had gone by, I was able to enroll in a university while I was living on the streets. Though, I never knew that it would be a tough life that I had to endure, because I developed a hatred with people who have money and I have nothing. And, moreover, I felt I was in the wrong place. Then, I could have finished my studies if I had not done the worsest thing to do in life just because of not passing an acceleration examination.

I stopped my studies and got help from a government institution, DSWD (Departmetn of Social Welfare and Developement) before I was finally transferred to an orphanage, Virlanie Foundation Inc. Under the roof of the orphanage, there was food and shelter. In this new environment there seemed to be light overhead lighting the way-- I saw opportunities around me to move on. But, strangely, it didn't make me happy. Clearly, I was still clinging on my broken past.

Had I not discovered the method I am using today, I could never have broken free from the chains of the past. It took me very long time to experience freedom from my sad experiences of constant failures. With this kind of freedom, now I see and feel things in a wonderful way; and in a way, I have not experienced before. No need to say, positive behavior really matters. And, knowing where to find it -- is a must.

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Related Topic: My short bio

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